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ever after in my eye
May 24 2005, 08:41 (UTC+0) |  k_lcfma_w writes: there is not much to say about relationships
they come and go as the breezes in the summer time
i've spent a great deal of time trying to imagine, what would it be like
if i saw the world as someone
who would see the world normally (if thats what you'd call it)
relationships look different to a person like this
they are not special, it serves no purpose other than to please each other
its not really real, just an arangement or agreement that two people make
the forsaking of love is in abundance these days
and its sad
to give up?
to lose faith?
to lose the site of your dreams because of pain..
its depressing
some say (and this i like) what is life for if not to love
and if its not clear in your mind that the first thing you conceve of is somthing other than procreation, you need help
i've lived a full life, dealt with rape and pain, sufferings in the fullest extent of the word; and still have no desire to give up love
i live for love, it is my destiny, my sanctuary, and my salvation; if it were not for my love, i would have passed long long ago
due to my over abundance of love i deticate my life to the aid of others
in order if at not least to remind me, life is precious and it is hard to go through it alone, this i know first hand; it reminds me that all the world may need is a lil lovin from us all..
so it brings me to how i see relationships
and how i see people
the biggest difference, is that i look for their dreams
it is the biggest defining point of their exhistance
and to have a clear site on this
you may truly know someone, by their example of how they dream their life, their relationships and the world to be
sometimes i would like to help; other times i wouldnt, but may admire such strong beliefs.
to see the world of dreams in every single person
gives you an opportunity never sought
to truly know the heart of the world
what more to live for just one person
what less can you accept but the entire world
TRUE LIFE
there is no such thing as make believe
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i died when you stopped dreaming about me,
i died when you made up your mind that i had no future.
Why didn't you dream about me, dream for me, dream a life that i could live..
..4u
there is no greater sin, than to waste love, becuase of any reason; there is nothing worth it.. just something i hope you'll never understand.
Of the majority of what i pray for, are a majority of sins, i pray no one may ever know..
if i could only speak my heart, everything would be clear  the song is the only way, you know that; but where has the trust gone? |
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i pray
May 19 2005, 05:41 (UTC+0) | k_lcfma_w writes: i pray almost everyday, there is not a lot i dont cover.
usually i think about things im going to do, and then those things lead
to interesting situations
but as of late, I've been thinking about the past
covering the truth of myself
knowing there is still a lot to do
and many places to go
and faced with knowing the one thing I want most in the world
illudes me still
its a secret no one knows, nor would even guess
the unlikly hood of it happening is as bright to me as the day
and if it were to become I know not of a way how it would become
other than that as a gift from what anyone may call heaven
I've loved many in my life, and always wish for them the happiness
a lil more than they can imagine would be
to move on to the next is never easy but is as much needed
as life needs you to live
what i one day might say, the words that still bring me to my knees
i have not said,
still for as simple a reason
i wish it not be in vain
maybe one day i can say
but my wish is thats its said to me first, before...
...i pray |
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all the way back
Feb 26 2005, 19:11 (UTC+0) | k_lcfma_w writes: from the depths
i came unto my own
found
paralyzing
laughter and beer pretzules
roastin on a fire
i've got marshmellows for you my dear
resting on a beanbag with a soft fur rug over it
im down for a good time tonight....
*cheers*
;)
sorry i havent keepd in touch
been travling & stuff
..kronah |
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